Friday, January 30, 2009


Okay. I think I sound like some sicko. Cos I FEEL HAPPY NOW for finding a damn hot girl on facebook. And I feel happy looking at her face. Okay. I know I sound like some sicko.. (Or Maybe I am :x )


feared @ 10:36 PM


Wednesday, January 28, 2009


I am struggling between friends, family, him. I am struggling between sanity and insanity. I am struggling hard.. and I am still trying.


feared @ 9:27 PM


Tuesday, January 20, 2009


SOMEONE SAVE ME FROM BOREDOM! :/


feared @ 11:45 PM



It sucks to be penniless. ): My mama aint quite trying to understand me in that aspect too. She thinks I work means got money. Buden I only worked twice so far, earned $43.25. Gave mum $10 from my 1st pay, giving daddy another $10 from the same 1st pay, leaving me with $23.25. Returned ade $50 for all those bday pressies I owed over the years(with so many others. Wonder how ade survived). Birthdays and presents aint helping much.

Thanks to my sis. I'm now down with slight flu. Sorethroat is killing me. CRAP. What an angsty me. What a way to welcome my dad. He's coming back this fri. And my sis aint doing ANYTHING to tidy and clear her damn things. (YES. I am DAMN PISSED by her.) Me and bro took a day to help her clear her stuff while she's away. THANKS SIS. Somehow I feel, you should be the one scolding me, telling me to clear my stuff and not the other damn way round.

Going ang mo kio to buy bak kwa, facial wash, socks tml. And my mama only gave me $100. Oh man. Good luck to me.


feared @ 11:01 PM


Sunday, January 18, 2009


I am just too lazy to sleep. :/


feared @ 2:02 AM


Saturday, January 17, 2009


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SPECIAL SOMEONE! (:


feared @ 3:16 AM


Wednesday, January 14, 2009


THIS IS HILARIOUS! WATCH THIS! WHO WANTS TO BE A MILLIONAIRE!!!!! :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JSUmAGV2Uco


feared @ 1:36 PM


Sunday, January 11, 2009


WISH ME LUCK FRIENDS! I AM GOING FOR TWO INTERVIEWS TML! :D


feared @ 11:45 PM


Wednesday, January 07, 2009


我不会被命运打倒的!


feared @ 10:42 PM



Oh well. Life sucks. At least I learned that nothing is simply confirmed in this entire world even if you've got someone with the authority telling you "You're in". A happy ending you thought would be would afterall be a worst nightmare of yours, especially when you start to expect so much as so much hope has be given to you. Then all of a sudden, someone tells you a bad news, all hopes are ripped clean. Nothing left. Nothing at all.

What can I do now? Find a job? Who will want me? An ip, with no O's cert, lousy grades, lousy personality, talent-less. God, help me please. But I guess.. I don't deserve any.


feared @ 9:02 PM


Monday, January 05, 2009


Ade. You've guessed it. The bag is for you. (: Don't worry everyone. It's just pms-ing and my mama. I know you care! (:


feared @ 11:27 AM


Saturday, January 03, 2009


I'VE GOT A NEW NIKE PRETTY BAG! :D GONNA CARRY IT TML! :D


feared @ 3:31 PM



I have justed finished reading the 4 parts to twilight. (Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking dawn) I have to admit that I love romance stories! Edward just seems so attractive and captivating to me.

Started reading ytd ytd night(thurs, today's sat) till 3 am(fri), went to slp till 10 and continued reading till 12am(sat). Amazing that I can be so hooked to books. Oh well. Just love to read about romance. :P

(Hint hint: Romance is my type of fairy tales and fairy tales can exist now and then!)


Thanks Marilyn for offering to lend me those books. :D


SPOILER.

Twilight can get boring at times which explained why I skipped nearly half a book in total but the interesting parts can really be real exciting which I guess, caught my attention(2 days of attention).

It was happy ending eventually and I am really pleased with that. No prize for guessing that Bella and Edward got married eventually. And they gave birth to a kid, miraculously(while Bella was still a human).


I somehow do not quite agree with the majority into thinking that twilight is a sucky movie, or even named the worst movie of the year(2008) probably because I simply love happy weird(in this case of a human and a "friendly" vampire) romance stories.

Or maybe cos I just feel happy seeing "edward" and "Bella" in the movie. The actor and actress are way gorgeous. I don't know how to describe well, but I was mesmerised by their great features. (:

However, the book can really seriously get quite boring and dull at times. Didn't quite like the part when Rose just appeared so sudden and died so quickly too. They are only a few pages on her. Too brief. Too little action(but suits me. Love romance!)

:D


feared @ 12:21 AM