Friday, October 31, 2008


there’s still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
there’s still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
it’s still a little hard to say what's going on

there’s still a little bit of your ghost your witness
there’s still a little bit of your face i haven't kissed
you step a little closer each day
that I can´t say what´s going on

stones taught me to fly
love, it taught me to lie
life, it taught me to die
so it's not hard to fall
when you float like a cannonball

there’s still a little bit of your song in my ear
there’s still a little bit of your words i long to hear
you step a little closer to me
so close that I can´t see what´s going on

stones taught me to fly
love taught me to lie
life taught me to die
so its not hard to fall
when you float like a cannon..

stones taught me to fly
love taught me to cry
so come on courage, teach me to be shy
'cos its not hard to fall,

and I don't want to scare her
its not hard to fall
and i don't want to lose
its not hard to grow
when you know that you just don't know





It doesn't mean anything. I just love this song. (:

feared @ 1:37 AM

Tuesday, October 28, 2008


What a time to have food poisoning. Really sucks. I feel as though all my energy has been zapped from me. Had numerous visits to the toilet since today 2plus am. Gosh. Of all days, WHY TODAY. Didn't see a doc. Probably will spend another 86718246154 hours queuing up and seeing one. Now I experience the feeling or vomitting and having diarrhea and not forgetting the feeling flushed all night and morning. ARGH. Slept till 11am. GOSH. I shall keep in mind the adage of "Da nan bu si bi you hou fu"!


I'm currently experiencing the bugbear of taking A levels. Hope everything goes well and that I'll enjoy my sojourn in China with a peace of mind.
(Note, there's a reason why I'm using words that aint commonly seen. GP!!)


To berny..
Yo yo yo! I aint got no fear yo!


JIAYOU EVERYONE! :D Esp all my friends! :D

feared @ 12:17 PM

Sunday, October 19, 2008


My memory lane.. (Upon someone's request:p)


In a park with bro and sis
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Dad's side family. I think I really look diff from everyone else. Maybe I'm really being picked up from the dustbin. (So claimed by my dad n mum when I was younger)
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Train to Genting. I look evil here. Hahas!
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Still on the train to Genting.
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In some cave in malaysia
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Another one. (I have absolutely NO idea what I was doing or thinking then:x )
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K2 Graduation solo pic. I remember I was SUPER sian.
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K2 Graduation class pic
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Took this with my best friend then. Pearlyn Oh Pei Jie. She's DAMN skinny now. I'm the inverse. :x
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Me, parrot and mum. My mum looks super young here. I looked like an idiot happily smiling away. Hahas! Miss those days.
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Monkey monkey! Wahahahs! I don't know if I should feel honoured or the monkey should. The monkey looks so so reluctant. :s
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Now monkey.. You did that willingly! I didn't force you okay!! Omg. My skinny days.
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The focus in the picture here is NOT the sandcastle but HOW DAMN SKINNY I WAS THEN. RAWR! What happen to me?!?
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Family in sentosa w/o sis. Sis went hongkong for some dance trip I think. Sis looked good then. :x
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Me and my piano. In the sembawang hse when I was pri 5. It's b4 I moved to that cck's hse. (W/o specs)
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Me and my plant. (WITH MY GOLD FRAMED ROUND SPECS!!) At the same time as previous. Btw.. I'm still living in this hse. Just that I moved to cck then move back here. (:
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feared @ 12:53 PM


Farewell... Finally graduated after 4 years in NJ..... :x Sadly, I only took one photo with my lousy phone cam. :x

Gloria and I! :D



Went out to eat with SOMEONE at New York New York @ AMKhub. :D Wonder who... :P

Here's
Mudpie with ice cream. :D

feared @ 12:37 PM

Saturday, October 11, 2008


HAPPY BDAY TO JIEQI! :D



WARNING! EXPLICIT CONTENT BELOW! M18!!








WTH ARE THEY DOING? Lol. Found in NJ. In front of the grandstand. -.- They kept jumping around. Someone commented that the frog underneath is damn strong. :x




My overcooked barley. Damn thick. :D


Shitake mushroom! :D But the tofu a bit too big. Hahas.




feared @ 11:45 AM

Wednesday, October 01, 2008


I know I shouldn't be any bit irritated since I volunteered. But oh well.. 3 hours during my studying hours, can you blame me?

feared @ 8:11 PM