Tuesday, October 30, 2007


I guess.. Just leave me alone bah. I really don't feel like affecting your mood for the worse.


feared @ 11:28 PM



Haiz. Felt like an utter failure at training today. I cant even maintain a 1.40++ for my 8 X 50m. Yes I was really tired. And wasn't feeling quite well. But I bet those are the excuses I gave myself. What tired cos of OP, what lack of slp. Bullshit. If I have the determination and mentality to pull through, I will and can. I guess.. It's just me. Ever so weak mentally. Yep. Me. But don't worry. I will do sth abt it! Yep. JIAYOU!


The latter part of training is really fun today. Will upload the photos on it soon. :D


Op is great. I guess. I will be really sad if I don't get an A for it. Lol. Considering the effort I have put in. SUPERHEROES! :D


feared @ 10:30 PM


Saturday, October 27, 2007


Reflections for the year of 2007 although it hasn't really come to an end.


This year. I experienced lots of "first times".


My first time being so sad in my 17 years. I remember crying myself to sleep everyday for 2 weeks or so.


My first time being so happy when I knew it ain't one sided for secretly liking him.


My first time feeling as though life is just so full of colours and that God is definitely fair.


My first time eating suki buffets.


My first time feeling the importance of friends.


My first time feeling so loner in school.


My first time feeling I am loved by my friends.


My first time feeling ever so emo in so many occasions and having so many random emo outbreaks.


My first time not picking up an ogl form(in my JC years).


My first time realising I aint that man after all. ((: and.. I can be gentle! WAHHAHAS!


My first time feeling that my birthday this year is one of the saddest and happiest day of my life and feeling forgotten as well as loved on that very day. Wahahas. The loved part? Thanks to my NJBBALL FAMILY! :D


and.. My first time falling in love. ((:


feared @ 10:43 PM


Sunday, October 21, 2007


You and I, cannot hide
The love we feel inside,
The words we need to say.


I feel that i
Have always walked alone.
But now that you're here with me,
There'll always be a place that I can go.


Suddenly our destiny
Has started to unfold.
When you're next to me
I can see the greatest story love has ever told.


Now my life is blessed
With the love of an angel.
How can it be true?


Somebody to keep the dream alive.
The dream I found in you.


I always thought that love would be the strangest thing to me
But when we touch, I realise that I found my place in heaven by your side.


I could fly, when you smile. Id walk a thousand miles to hear you call my name.
Now that I have finally found the one who will be there for me eternally my
Everlasting sun.


((:


feared @ 12:16 AM


Sunday, October 14, 2007


Things from friendster bulletins! ((: (Rawr. I have no face book. Is it that fun?)



10% girly, 70% boyish, 10% nerdy, 60% emo, 40% childish, 0% popular. LOL.


Girly
[ ] I love at least one shade of pink.
[ ] I don't like being messy.
[ ] My belongings are organized.
[ ] I don't like rock music.
[ ] I like wearing accessories all the
time.
[ ] Bright colors amaze me.
[ ] I hate black.
[ ] I go to the saloon once a week.
[ ] I comb my hair almost all the time.
[x] I bring my phone with me
everywhere. (Really depends. Unless I am waiting for someone to sms.)

add up all your marks and multiply it
by 10. you are ?% girly.

Boyish
[x ] I wear baggy pants. (basketball pants?)
[x] I play video games.
[x] I listen to boy bands like My
Chemical Romance, Yellowcard,
Switc hfoot, etc.
[ ] I like wearing with
hoods.
[x ] I'm too lazy to do chores. (kinda. Unless it's COOKING)
[ ] I don't like shopping.
[x ] I like to go bungee jumping. ( I want to try!!)
[x ] I like being sweaty.
[ ] I'm a big fan of marvel heroes
[x] I barely wear perfume.

add up all your marks and multiply it
by 10. you are ?% boyish.

Nerdy
[ ] I always carry a pen in my purse
or pocket.
[ ] I enjoy studying.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I'm a straight-A student.
[ ] I've never skipped any class in my
whole life.
[ ] I like my shirt tucked in.
[ ] My favorite subject is science.
[ ] I enjoy reading books.
[ ] My assignments are always passed
on time.
[ ] I correct people with their
grammar.

add up all your marks and multiply it
by 10. you are ?% nerdy.

Emo
[x] I love the color black.
[x] I always sit at the corner. (Depends bah)
[x] One side of my hair is covering (sometimes) one of my eyes.
[ ] I like listening to metal rock music.
[x] I have a lot of problems in my life. (All studies related)
[ ] I'm not much of a loud person.
[ ] I don't talk much.
[x] I don't have that much friends. (I think so.)
[ ] I barely have fun.
[x] I barely go out with my folks or friends. (Kinda lazy. Unless it's ppl I like bah. Need me to spell out more? Wahahas. i.e. Bballers luh! :P)
ad d up all your marks and multiply it
by 10. you are ?% emo.

Childish
[ ] I am open to my parents.
[x] I sleep with a stuff toy. (bolster counted?)
[x] I watch cartoons. (DOREAMON! and POKEMON!)
[ ] I don't like watching horror
movies.
[ ] I sleep with a night light.
[ ] My parents are the ones who choose
my outfit.
[ ] I'm scared of roller coasters.
[x] I like being with my family
relatives.
[x] I take bubble baths. ( I like. :P)
[ ] I've ran around the house in my
underwear.

add up all your marks and multiply it
by 10. you are ?% childish.

Pop ular
[ ] A lot of people adore me.
[ ] I hangout with the coolest crew at
school.
[ ] My parents are loaded.
[ ] I get everything I want.
[ ] I don't wear the same outfit twice.
[ ] I always have the latest gadgets.
[ ] I'm updated to the latest gossips.
[ ] I don't like people blocking my
way.
[ ] I have a lot of friends.
[ ] A lot of people look to me.

add up all your marks and multiply it
by 10. you are ?% popular




Words rearranged into words!




DORMITO RY:

When you rearrange the letters:
DIRTY ROOM

PRESBYTE RIAN:
When you rearrange the letters:
BEST IN PRAYER

ASTRON OMER:
When you rearrange the letters:
MOON STARER

DESPER ATION:
When you rearrange the letters:
A ROPE ENDS IT

THE EYES:
When you rearrange the letters:
THEY SEE

GEORGE BUSH:
When you rearrange the letters:
HE BUGS GORE

THE MORSE CODE :
When you rearrange the letters:
HERE COME DOTS

SLOT MACHINES:
When you rearrange the letters:
CASH LOST IN ME

ANIMOSITY:
When you rearrange the letters:
IS NO AMITY

ELECTIO N
RESULTS:
Whe n you rearrange the letters:
LIES - LETS RECOUNT

SNOOZ E ALARMS:
When you rearrange the letters:
ALAS NO MORE ZS

A DECIMAL POINT:
When you rearrange the letters:
IM A DOT IN PLACE

THE EARTHQUAKES:
When you rearrange the letters:
THAT QUEER SHAKE

ELEVEN PLUS TWO:
When you rearrange the letters:
TWELVE PLUS ONE

AND FOR THE GRAND FINALE:

MOTHE R-IN-LAW:
When you rearrange the letters:
WOMAN HITLER


feared @ 11:29 AM


Tuesday, October 09, 2007


Yep kingsly. I'm gonna add one more.



Life's CRAZILY INSANE now! -.- All thanks to our BELOVED MR SHANMUGADAS! 0.0 He wants us to train from monday to sunday. -.- He said he want to make our trainings worse than canoeing's. -.- He also said that there'll be running of 10 sets of 8 X 50m thrice a week and gym twice a week. Thanks Mr Sham! We all LOVE YOU. -.- (Can you sense my sacarsm?) Muahahas. I am in charge of making his bday(10th oct aka tml) card. MUAHHAHAS! Okay. Gotta get back to work.


Although trainings kinda tough now.. but I kinda enjoy my life now. Being with the bballers almost everyday. ((: Something I don't think I will ever be sian of. ((:


feared @ 11:17 PM


Tuesday, October 02, 2007


LIFE ROCKS NOW and I wonder why if it's not cause of the end of promos..


feared @ 11:32 PM