Saturday, March 31, 2007
I'VE MOVED HOUSE. SIAN.
Thursday, March 29, 2007
I AM HUNGRY. SERIOUSLY.
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
AWAY. BBALLING.
Monday, March 26, 2007
Felt terrible after training today. Terrible cos.. I never expected myself to be so bad. I expected my stamina to deteriorate, but not to such an extent. I was bloody damn slow on court. I really felt like a tortoise then. So sick. I hate that feeling. Because of feeling worn out, I probably didn't know who's open to my ball, I didn't protect the ball, didn't do any play, didn't catch rebounds and just let it fall,etc. DAMN ME. I only have that many "should do(s)" but I practically fail to do any. Coach talked to me after the 5 on 5. Here's what I've gathered from his sayings.
Firstly, I HAVE TO BOX OUT AND GET REBOUNDS, not just let people get past me and get the rebound. Damn it. THe whole game, jie qi won almost all the rebound from me. I should feel ashame.
Secondly, when I managed to get rebound, I either lose it or gave a lobe pass. What's my freaking problem again? I CAN MAKE USE OF MY PIVOT FOOT AND PROTECT THE BALL. If it's defensive rebound, I CAN DRIBBLE OUT OF DANGER ZONE.
Thirdly, I CAN CALL FOR THE BALL WHEN I AM FREE. I CAN TOO GET MYSELF FREE AND FAKE THE OPPONENT BEFORE SHOOTING and not just let her reject my ball.
Next, I HAVE TO KEEP CALM when I have the ball, HOLD THE BALL TO A SIDE, PROTECT THE BALL, KNOW WHERE I CAN PASS IT TO OR WHERE TO CUT THROUGH IF I WANNA DRIVE PAST. IF I WANNA SHOOT, I HAFTA AIM AND FOLLOW THROUGH.
Also, trainings are not suppose to be pressurising. Focus, focus and MORE FOCUS!
WITH EVERYONE, I CAN DO IT. WE CAN DO IT TOGETHER. Nth's impossible. All you hafta do is to go past your own phobia, the phobia of reaching higher, the phobia of trying and working past your boundary.
and girls, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR TRYING TO CHEER ME UP. THEY HELP A LOT. REALLY. I know what to do to thank you guys! ((: TRAIN HARDER! :D
Sunday, March 25, 2007
I DON'T WANT TO DO OR TOUCH MATHS.
Friday, March 23, 2007
I am ill once again. Sian. Leg injured(pulled ligament), left thumb sprained, cough, flu, headache, giddy.. blah blah
SIAN CAN? My stamina sure... Goes down and down.. RAH! I WANT TO PLAY BBALL! I WANT TO IMPROVE. I WANT TO LEARN. I WANT TO RELAX MYSELF. I WANT TO HELP AND BE USEFUL ON THE COURT! RAHHHHHH.
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
HELLO! ANYONE INTERESTED TO JOIN NJ GIRLS BASKETBALL, PLEASE CONTACT ME OR ANY OTHER BBALLERS ASAP.
Venue: Grandstand(Near basketball court)
Time: From 4pm onwards, Mon to Fri
Best to have prior experience and has to be at least J1(Due to that d*mn rule). All you need is quite okay mental strength.
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Here's DA photo!
:D
Monday, March 19, 2007
Sprained thumb (Got zam by bball), sprained ankle (Fell down in a bball match), butt that suffers internal injury (Fell down during weights during bball training). Sian. You know how painful it is to sit aside and watch your team mates train. It sucks. Really. I feel so useless being so injury prone, missing simple layups and not making the timing coach gave us for suicides. I feel so pathetic that my stamina is going down to the drain just due to the one week rest I had for sprained ankle. I feel so sad that it's just so hard for me to tell my parents abt my ankle even though it has been a week. I want to do sth for the team. I want to play my part for my family!
Ps. I am very impressed by the 2 IP1s(lauren and marilyn) and shihui today!
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Did this for adeline! But she went offline b4 I could send it to her! ): Just wanna tell ya.. SMILE! Don't worry be happy!
"I Believe I Can Fly"
I used to think that I could not go on
And life was nothing but an awful song
But now I know the meaning of true love
I'm leaning on the everlasting arms
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it
[1]
I believe I can fly
I believe I can touch the sky
I think about it every night and day
Spread my wings and fly away
I believe I can soar
I see me running through that open door
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
I believe I can fly
See I was on the verge of breaking down
Sometimes silence can seem so loud
There are miracles in life I must achieve
But first I know it starts inside of me, oh
If I can see it, then I can do it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it
[Repeat 1]
Hey, cuz I believe in me, oh
If I can see it, then I can be it
If I just believe it, there's nothing to it
[Repeat 1]
Hey, if I just spread my wings
I can fly
I can fly
I can fly, hey
If I just spread my wings
I can fly
Fly-eye-eye
I can fly.. Just one day, I will soar up high..
I am finally really confirmed moving house. I will be officially moving to my new house on 30th march. Sorry huiting, jieqi and yifeng, I cant fetch you guys to school anymore. ): My bed along with other furniture will be moved on next sat. SO SIAN. ):
Thursday, March 15, 2007
OMG. THERE'S ACTUALLY SOMEONE WHO THINKS I AM CUTE/PRETTY! Even though it may be just one person.. It's enough to brighten up my day! Thanks to that random person!
Yea.. Malaysia trip. Hahhas. He went there too. But.. HEHEHEHE!! I STOP CRUSHING HIM ALREADY! YAY! LOl. I really enjoyed myself over there even though it was kinda tiring at times. Those times when I had to force myself to wear my contacts even though my eyes don't quite want to. Also those times when I had to force myself to stop eating too much even though it was a buffet.
I LOVE MY TEAM.
I love hearing mabeline whine, seeing xinni snugging up to others, yifeng thinking that she's pretty, ade suanning yifeng and giving that piss off look, jieqi behaving like a 5 year old naughty playful little kid, kirana's craziness over you know who, audelia and her cuteness, lingyi and her "zhuan yi", winghan always impressing me in basketball plays, ha and her sweet toy..
I LOVE YOU ALL! ((:
As the chinese saying goes.. "Tian xia wu bu san zhi yan xi." In around 2 months, they will no longer join bball trainings with us(J1s and IPs). I don't know. The team will probably be left with me, jie qi, lingyi, ha, marilynn, lauren and gayle. Quite pathetic. Haiz. I don't want that day to come! I don't want to part with them, my team mates, my family. ):
ADVERTISMENT
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Yea. I managed to get 6th in road run. Kinda ashamed. Cos 5th goes to a girl who is not even in a sports cca. Nevertheless, I am quite happy with clinching my goal of being top 10. Like woah. Hahas. Thank you to everyone who encouraged me. And I feel kinda bad for overtaking jiayun at the last stretch. Damn jian of me. :x Besides..
GOOD JOB BBALLERS!
You know how much I wanted to cry when I see xinni and yifeng coming in as top 10? I LOVE YOU GUYS! I LOVE YOU GUYS FOR PUTTING IN SO MUCH EFFORT. I LOVE YOU GUYS FOR BEING SO ENTHU ABOUT BBALL! I LOVE YOU GUYS FOR BEING PART OF THE TEAM, THE FAMILY! :D
I will see you guys in kular lumpur in 12 hours! YEA:DD
My eyes met his once again..
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
I DONT WANT TO STUDY. I JUST WANNA GO TO THE KULAR LUMPUR TRIP AND PLAY BBALL TILL I DROP DEAD. I WANT TO GET TOP 10 IN ROAD RUN BUT I BET IT'S EVEN NEAR POSSIBLE. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Monday, March 05, 2007
Stop asking me to drop drop drop and DROP. Fcuk
Sunday, March 04, 2007
The noun self-confidence has one meaning:
Meaning #1: freedom from doubt; belief in yourself and your abilities
Synonyms: assurance, self-assurance, confidence, authority, sureness
SELF-CONFIDENCE.
How does one gain self-confidence? Or rather how do I gain self-confidence or boost my self-esteem. I used to think that it's because that I don't do well in almost anything and that makes me nearly void of self-confidence. But, thinking about it now, perhaps it's because I don't have self-confidence that's why I ain't doing well in almost anything.
Studies, Basketball, Social, etc.
God, please bless me and enlighten me!
Saturday, March 03, 2007
Found this from a junior's blog. (:
Bold the following that are true about you, italicize things you wish were true.
I miss someone right now
I dont watch TV these days
I love olives
I own alot of books
I wear glasses or contact lenses
I love to play video games
I have been in a threesome
I have been in the psycho- ex in a past relationship
I believe honesty is usually the best policy
I curse sometimes
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
I'm TOTALLY smart
I've broken someone's bones
I hate the rain (That really depends!)
I'm paranoid at times
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost and scar-free
I need money right now
I love sushi
I talk, really, really fast
I have lost money in Las Vegas
I have at least one sibling:)
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
I like the way I look
I've lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
I am usually pessimistic
I have mood swings
I have a hidden talent
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I've had
I am currently single
I have pecked someone of the same sex
I enjoy talking on the phone
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
I love to shop
I enjoy window shopping
I would rather shop than eat
I don't hate anyone, I dislike them
I'm a pretty good dancer
I have a cell phone
I've rejected someone before
I currently like someone
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
I want to have children in the future
I have changed a diaper before
I have called cops on a friend before
I'm not allergic to anything
I have a lot to learn
I have been with someone at least 10 yrs older or younger
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
I have tried alcohol
I enjoy some country music
I would die for my best friends
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
I watch soap operas whenever I can
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
I have dated a close friend's ex
I like surveys
I am happy at this moment
I am obssesed with guys
I am punk rockish
I am preppy
I go for older guys/girls, not younger
I study for tests most of the time
I tie showlaces differently from anyone I've met
I am comfortable with who I am right now
I have more than just my ears pierced
I walk barefoot whenever I can
I can't stick to a diet
I talk in my sleep
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid
I only clean my room when necessary
Thursday, March 01, 2007
Hahhas. Somehow IP1s read my blog and apologise to me! Aiyo. No need apologise verbally! Apologise with your actions kie? Hahhas! I felt as though I sounded like some really scary monster and that I feel as though I've terrified a bunch of kids. MEAN NO OFFENSE! Besides.. IP don't just mean you guys(IP1s). So don't worry! ((:
It's so weird. Last time I thought I was only joking. Somehow, I realised, the jokes are slowly turning into reality and incooperating into part of my life. At first I merely joked and acted like I'm head over heels in love with this cute J1 guy. (Yes! I do look at guys now and then, not just girls! ) Some how, everything's becoming so real. Like how my heart nearly stop beating when his shoulder brushed past mine in the conjested canteen and how my heart palpitated wildly while his gaze met mine. Haven't really felt so nervous in the presence of a guy for more than a year and that makes me feel really weird.
That's really silly, I know. Perhaps, he never did take notice of me and it ain't surprising. Perhaps I don't even exist in his world, not even as a mere passerby NJcian. Yea. It's sillly, liking someone who probably doesn't even realise my existence. Biazarre.
It's just a crush yea? :D I shall strongly believe in that. I don't want to be a superficial and a "follow the crowd" girl. lol. Please bless me dear God! (:
MUG!
