GOD! I LOVE YOU! YOU SIMPLY ROCKS. THANK YOU! ((: Nth has happen. Yes. Nth.
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3:12 AM
Please. God. Please let me forget abt everything. Save me from the embarrassment. God. Please! I hope everything will be alright.
BAKA BAKA BAKA!
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2:51 AM
Saturday, October 28, 2006
lol. I realise.. some of the links to the pretties aint correct. Go check them out again! ((:
Okay.. It's me again, on the hunt for sngs pretties:D hahas:D okay. I feel like a freaking stalker.. yes.. I mean no. I just like to look at pretty ppl. I mean what can you do when you dont possess it. Look at others right? :D Okay. I really sound like a chee kok peh now..
This is what I received in my mail. I feel that it's worth reading.
TRUST
TRUST is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation.
A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. She answered, "Public Utilities Board." There was silence. She repeated, "PUB." There was still no answer. When she was going to cut off the line, she Heard a lady's voice, "Oh, so this is PUB. Sorry, I got the number from my Husband's pocket but I do not know whose number it is."
Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if the telephone operator answered with just "hello" instead of "PUB". ----------------------------------------------------------------------------
NO POINTING FINGERS
A man asked his father-in-law, "Many people praised you for a successful marriage. Could you please share with me your secret?" The father-in-law answered in a smile, "Never criticize your wife for her shortcomings or when she does something wrong. Always bear in mind that because of her shortcomings and weaknesses, she could not find a better husband than you." We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid of losing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, he would look around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at. This is the start of a war. We should always remember that when we point one finger at a person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves.
If we forgive the others, others will ignore our mistake too. -----------------------------------------------------------
CREATING PERFECT RELATIONSHIPS?
A person visited the government matchmaker for marriage, SDU, and requested "I am looking for a spouse. Please help me to find a suitable one." The SDU offi cer said, "Your requirements, please." "Oh, good looking, polite, humorous, sporty, knowledgeable, good in singing and dancing. Willing to accompany me the whole day at home during my leisure hour, if I don't go out. Telling me interesting stories when I need companion for conversation and be silent when I want to rest." The officer listened carefully and replied, "I understand you need television."
There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband, because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife. Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpetual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love wears off, they wake up and discover that marriage is not a bed of roses. The nightmare begins. -------------------------------------------------------
NO OVERPOWERING
Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another,or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage. Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person's character."
It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness.
It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations.. ---------------------------------------------------------
RIGHT SPEECH
There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "A speech will either prosper or ruin a nation." Many relationships break off because of wrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other, we always forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if it would hurt the other party.
A friend and her millionaire husband visited their construction site. A worker who wore a helmet saw her and shouted,"Hi, Emily! Remember me? We used to date in the secondary school." On the way home, her millionaire husband teased her, "Luckily you married me. Otherwise you will be the wife of a construction worker." She answered, "You should appreciate that you married me. Otherwise, he will be the millionaire and not you."
Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship. It's like a broken egg - cannot be reversed. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------
PERSONAL PERCEPTION
Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison. A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home,a boy commented, "Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey?"
Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, "The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?" Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey.
Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, "How can the man ride on the donkey and let the wife walk. He is no gentleman." The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, "Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you." Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders.
It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a narrow bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future.
Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear.. -----------------------------------------------------------------------
BE PATIENT
This is a true story which happened in the States. A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck. The man ran to his son, knocked him away, hammered the little boy's hands into pulp as punishment. When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital.
Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the fingers from both the boy's hands. When the boy woke up from the surgery & saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, " Daddy,I'm sorry about your truck." Then he asked, "but when are my fingers going to grow back?"
The father went home & committed suicide.
Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or you wish to take revenge. Think first before you lose your patience with someone you love. Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones & hurt feelings often can't. Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge.
People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.
bear them in mind. ((:
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12:08 PM
Monday, October 23, 2006
Okay.. It's me again, on the hunt for sngs pretties:D hahas:D okay. I feel like a freaking stalker.. yes.. I mean no. I just like to look at pretty ppl. I mean what can you do when you dont possess it. Look at others right? :D Okay. I really sound like a chee kok peh now..
http://www.friendster.com/photos/3545355 4 ppl in this photo. 3 are gorgeous:D sorry abt the last one. the person of this profile is one of the 3 gorgeous:D She don't look that great in this pic but she definitely does in other pics. ((:
I MISSED LOOKING AT PRETTY GIRLS IN SNGS:x okay.. hahas:D
I kinda know them in person. KINDA. used to be from the same school ma! Perhaps you may think otherwise, but hey, I saw their real person b4 kie? :D YOU DIN! hahas:D Oh well.. What a thing to do... :x and.. I hope you guys won't sue me or anything.. :x
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11:45 AM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
ray Leaps Into Boat, Stings Florida Man in Heart.
What's wrong with all those rays recently? Weeks ago was steve irwin, now is some florida man. Rays' stings suck hell lot.
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1:28 AM
Thursday, October 12, 2006
A Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes
A dream is a wish your heart makes, When you're fast asleep, In dreams you lose your heartaches, Whatever you wish for, you keep.
Have faith in your dreams and someday, Your rainbow will come smiling through, No matter how your heart is grieving, If you keep on believing, The dream that you wish will come true.
A dream is a wish your heart makes, When you’re feeling small, Alone, In the night you whisper, Thinking no one can hear you at all.
You wake with the morning sunlight, To find fortune that is smiling on you, Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow, For all you know tomorrow, The dream that you wish will come true.
A dream is a wish your heart makes, [sax] A dream is a wish your heart makes, [sax]
You Wake with the morning sunlight, To find fortune that is smiling on you, Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow, For all you know tomorrow, The dream that you wish will come true.
No matter how your heart is grieving If you keep on believing The dream that you wish will come true
damn cute. hahas:D
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12:41 PM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Aku meninggal dunia. Semua peperiksaan kertas gagal la. Tidak lagi Fizis. Sangat sedih yea?
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10:23 PM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
PSI in singapore reached 150. Super unhealthy. From my house, I can hardly see those buildings behind the mrt tracks. I feel as though I am in genting highland. Just that it is haze that's making everything so cloudy.
I hope school closes:x hahas:D
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12:38 PM
Saturday, October 07, 2006
Found this quiz on christina's blog. Found it rather interesting.
Put your music player on shuffle. Press forward for each question. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if they don't make sense. You'll be surprised though.. NO CHEATING!
How are you feeling today? Na Nian (translation: That year. I feel that year? New word to describe one's feeling! Hahas.)
Will you get far in life? 2:59 ( 2:59? Is it trying to tell me that I wont get v far? )
How do your friends see you? If you come to me. -.- ( Anti social? hahas)
Will you get married? Fly ( I will get married if I can ever fly? Oh no..)
What is your best friend's theme song? Cong Ming (Translation: Smart) hahas. She acts smart:x hahahas:D
What is the story of your life? Hai pa (Translation: Scared. -.- I am scared that my happiness will vanish.)
What was high school like? Po Duo La. (I have no idea what the song title meant)
How can you get ahead in life? Zhen de (Translation: Real. Being real?? ((: )
What is the best thing about your friends? I'd do anything (They'll do anything for me? :D )
What is today going to be like? Ting bu dao (Translation: Cannot hear. I din know studies make one go deaf too! )
What is in store for this weekend? Emotionless. ( TOTALLY AGREE. ASS WEEK GETS ON MY NERVES)
What song describes you? Jia (Home) -.-
To describe your grandparents? Mr Z. ???
How is your life going? Tao Wang ( Running for my life. Exams.) -.-
What song will they play at your funeral? Mr James Dean. -.- (Hillary Duff sucks)
How does the world see you? Love can move you (woo. I am not heartless afterall)
Will you have a happy life? Dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui (Translation: Who will you think of when you're lonely. Makes no sense)
What do your friends really think of you? Yi qi zuo guo ( Traslation: Let's walk past it together??? eww. National day song? Patriotic?)
Do people secretly lust after you? For you i'll die. (woah)
How can I make myself happy? Sekaiga Owaru Made Wa. (I have no idea what it means. But it's a song from slam dunk. So I guess. YES. BBALL MAKES ME HIGH! :D )
What should you do with your life? Zuo Tian (Translation: Yesterday .. You mean, never dwell on yesterday?)
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12:51 PM
Friday, October 06, 2006
Email trash
There were two nuns.. One of them was known as Sister Mathematical (SM), and the other one was known as Sister Logical (SL). It is getting dark and they are still far away from the convent.
SM: Have you noticed that a man has been following us for the past thirty-eight and a half minutes? I wonder what he wants. SL: It's logical. He wants to rape us. SM: Oh, no! At this rate he will reach us in 15 minutes at the most! What can we do? SL: The only logical thing to do of course is to walk faster. SM: It's not working. SL: Of course it's not working. The man did the only logical thing. He started to walk faster, too. SM : So, what shall we do? At this rate he will reach us in one minute. SL: The only logical thing we can do is split You go that way and I'll go this way. He cannot follow us both.
So the man decided to follow Sister Logical.
Sister Mathematical arrives at the convent and is worried about what has happened to Sister Logical. Then Sister Logical arrives. SM: Sister Logical ! Thank God you are here! Tell me what happened! SL: The only logical thing happened. The man couldn't follow us both, so he followed me SM: Yes, yes! But what happened then? SL: The only logical thing happened. I started to run as fast as I could and he started to run as fast as he could. SM: And? SL: The only logical thing happened. He reached me. SM: Oh, dear! What did you do? SL: The only logical thing to do. I lifted my dress up. SM : Oh, Sister! What did the man do? SL : The only logical thing to do. He pulled down his pants. SM: Oh, no! What happened then? SL: Isn't it logical, Sister? A nun with her dress up can run faster than man with his pants down.
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12:29 PM
Thursday, October 05, 2006
Exams are driving me INSANE.
I was so surprised when I swore. The F word. During chinese lessons. Exams stress. Sorry abel. Sorry to anyone who heard it. I din mean it. So do not.
Lol. No link. But I found some pictures taken in my condo:D
The fun pool which my house faces. The see-saw(not seen in the photo) can squirt water:D
The jacuzzi:D
I LOVE EXAMS! :D (Note: I am just applying what Ms K o h taught the class. Sacarsm.)
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1:33 PM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Things that I want to eat after exams.
okay. I am so gonna grow fat. Nvm. Got BBBBBALL:D
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1:14 PM
Jokes!
Teacher: History is a very interesting subject. It tells you about what had happened in the past. Student: Please teacher, I don't think I want to study history. Teacher: Why? Student: There is no future in it.
Teacher: Ted, if your father has $10 and you ask him for $6, how much would your father still have? Ted: $10. Teacher: You don't know maths. Ted: You don't know my father!
Mother: David, come here. David: Yes, mum? Mother: You really disappoint me. Your results are getting worse. David:?But I will only get my report book tomorrow. Mother: I know that. But I am going to Hong Kong tomorrow, so I am scolding you now.
Father: Why did you fail your mathematics test? Son: On Monday, teacher said 3+5=8 Father : So? Son: On Tuesday, she said 4+4=8 And on Wednesday, she said 6+2=8. If she can't make up her mind, how do I know the right answer?
A mother and son were doing dishes while the father and daughter were watching TV in the living room. Suddenly, there was a loud crash of breaking plates, then complete silence. The daughter turned to look at her father. Daughter: It's mummy! Father: How do you know? Daughter: She didn't say anything.
Girl: Do you love me? Boy: Yes Dear Girl: Would you die for me? Boy: No, mine is undying love
Man: How old is your father? Boy: As old as me Man: How can that be? Boy: He became a father only when I was born
Waiter: I've stewed liver, boiled tongue and frog's leg. Customer: Don't tell me your problems. Give me the menu card.
Teacher: Simon, your composition on "My Dog" is exactly the same as your brother's. Did u copy his? Simon: No, teacher, it's the same dog!
Father: Your teacher says she finds it impossible to teach you anything! Son: That's why I say she's no good!
Teacher: "Where were u born?" Student: "Singapore , Sir." Teacher: "Which part?" Student: "All of me, Sir."
A teacher was asking her class: "What is the difference between 'unlawful' and 'illegal'?" Only one hand shot up. "Ok, answer, Joan" said the teacher. "'unlawful' is when u do something the law doesn't allow and 'illegal' is a sick eagle."
Teacher: "How come you do not comb your hair?" Ah Kow: "No comb, Sir." Teacher: "Use your dad's then." Ah Kow: "No hair, Sir."
A boy came home from school with his exam results. "What did u get?" asked his father. "My marks are under water," said the boy. "What do u mean 'under water'?" "They are all below 'C' level"
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1:08 PM
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
God! Help me please!
Asymptotes
Definition of a horizontal asymptote: The line y = y0 is a "horizontal asymptote" of f(x) if and only if f(x) approaches y0 as x approaches + or - .
Definition of a vertical asymptote: The line x = x0 is a "vertical asymptote" of f(x) if and only if f(x) approaches + or - as x approaches x0 from the left or from the right.
Definition of a oblique asymptote: the line y = ax + b is a "slant asymptote" of f(x) if and only if lim (x-->+/-) f(x) = ax + b.
Concavity
Definition of a concave up curve: f(x) is "concave up" at x0 if and only if f '(x) is increasing at x0
Definition of a concave down curve: f(x) is "concave down" at x0 if and only if f '(x) is decreasing at x0
The second derivative test: If f ''(x) exists at x0 and is positive, then f ''(x) is concave up at x0. If f ''(x0) exists and is negative, then f(x) is concave down at x0. If f ''(x) does not exist or is zero, then the test fails.
Critical Points
Definition of a critical point: a critical point on f(x) occurs at x0 if and only if either f '(x0) is zero or the derivative doesn't exist.
Extrema (Maxima and Minima)
Local (Relative) Extrema
Definition of a local maxima: A function f(x) has a local maximum at x0 if and only if there exists some interval I containing x0 such that f(x0) >= f(x) for all x in I.
Definition of a local minima: A function f(x) has a local minimum at x0 if and only if there exists some interval I containing x0 such that f(x0) <= f(x) for all x in I.
Occurrence of local extrema: All local extrema occur at critical points, but not all critical points occur at local extrema.
The first derivative test for local extrema: If f(x) is increasing (f '(x) > 0) for all x in some interval (a, x0] and f(x) is decreasing (f '(x) <>0, b), then f(x) has a local maximum at x0. If f(x) is decreasing (f '(x) <>0] and f(x) is increasing (f '(x) > 0) for all x in some interval [x0, b), then f(x) has a local minimum at x0.
The second derivative test for local extrema: If f '(x0) = 0 and f ''(x0) > 0, then f(x) has a local minimum at x0. If f '(x0) = 0 and f ''(x0) <>0.
Absolute Extrema
Definition of absolute maxima: y0 is the "absolute maximum" of f(x) on I if and only if y0 >= f(x) for all x on I.
Definition of absolute minima: y0 is the "absolute minimum" of f(x) on I if and only if y0 <= f(x) for all x on I.
The extreme value theorem: If f(x) is continuous in a closed interval I, then f(x) has at least one absolute maximum and one absolute minimum in I.
Occurrence of absolute maxima: If f(x) is continuous in a closed interval I, then the absolute maximum of f(x) in I is the maximum value of f(x) on all local maxima and endpoints on I.
Occurrence of absolute minima: If f(x) is continuous in a closed interval I, then the absolute minimum of f(x) in I is the minimum value of f(x) on all local minima and endpoints on I.
Alternate method of finding extrema: If f(x) is continuous in a closed interval I, then the absolute extrema of f(x) in I occur at the critical points and/or at the endpoints of I. (This is a less specific form of the above.)
Increasing/Decreasing Functions
Definition of an increasing function: A function f(x) is "increasing" at a point x0 if and only if there exists some interval I containing x0 such that f(x0) > f(x) for all x in I to the left of x0 and f(x0) <>0.
Definition of a decreasing function: A function f(x) is "decreasing" at a point x0 if and only if there exists some interval I containing x0 such that f(x0) <>0 and f(x0) > f(x) for all x in I to the right of x0.
The first derivative test: If f '(x0) exists and is positive, then f '(x) is increasing at x0. If f '(x) exists and is negative, then f(x) is decreasing at x0. If f '(x0) does not exist or is zero, then the test tells fails.
Inflection Points Definition of an inflection point: An inflection point occurs on f(x) at x0 if and only if f(x) has a tangent line at x0 and there exists and interval I containing x0 such that f(x) is concave up on one side of x0 and concave down on the other side.
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+Get good enough grades to enter
business course in any uni
in singapore
+Make sure my knee recovers
+Be a relief PE teacher
+Be a chef
+Take culinary lessons
+Take business course
+Better time management
+At least Bs for all subjects. CAP 3.5
+Stop being a no-lifer
+better comp
+STUDY LIKE MAD
+Meet up with my ats, sngs, nj friends
+Learn how to skate(ice&inline) properly
+Go lan wif glen & king & jc
+Slim down to <50kg
+Gold for NAPFA (28 points)
+bball JERSEY
+Exercise 3 times a week
+STOP tannin (impossible)
+PLAY BBALL like every week