MY NEW CRAZE:DD


UTTSAGA:DD

feared @ 2:00 PM

My mood to blog. my bro's com spoil. I left the comp on then went kitche. When i returned, the screen was black. CPU is NOT working. lol. My comp's msn not working. AHH. I WANT MY BRO'S COMP BACK. Somemore the X-men disc still in the cd rom. haiz.. DUNNO HOW LA. I FEEL MORE COMFORTABLE USING BRO'S COMP! )):

Sorry brother..

feared @ 10:55 AM

Peach Girl ep 1

1st episode of PEACH GIRL:D

feared @ 6:55 PM

原来

街灯绊住我眼前
下一步
拉长的影子
嘲弄的回顾
电话亭仍留着你的话
一句话掉一滴泪
今晚的我会是如何入睡
原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪
原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语
我不懂得如何更爱你
影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离
原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你
原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己
你收的干净
我也会不留一点痕迹
说故事也要像是真的
可是别触动那些回忆
今夜你说了最后一句
一句话掉一滴泪
看来今晚的我很难入睡


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feared @ 4:08 PM

I WON I WON!!

34.

YP

Total Team NetChipTime (Best 4):

05:51:53

Rk	Race Nr	Name	Gender	NetChip Time
1	24240	Su Fang-Yu	Female	01:19:26
2	24240	Wong Yueh Ping	Female	01:27:27
3	24240	Teo Meiyi Stella	Female	01:27:28
4	24240	Leo Huixian	Female	01:37:35

I WON:DD

http://www.singaporemarathon.com/2005/results/results_team_women.asp



hahas:DD cheap thrill. same name and surname only! hahas:D
I know there's a lim FANG YU who's a super fast tracker? i mean for tracker standards.. :DD
oh well..

besides.. taiwan lien chan's wife is called.. FANG YU:DD

found a person called xiao fang yu who's a MAN-.-
oh well..

I ROCK, you PEBBLE and we can all STONE together..`*]]

feared @ 2:53 PM

SHAQ! WHY DIDN'T YOU GET MVP? WHY DID YOU LET WADE GET? WON'T YOU FEEL GUILTY MAKING ME, MAYBELLINE AND YIFENG LOSE AN ICE CREAM TREAT? DON'T YOU FEEL SHAMEFUL AT ALL? YOU WENT TO MIAMI COS YOU WANTED TO STAND OUT MORE RIGHT? TELL ME WHAT HAPPEN?

anyway.. JUST JOKING:DD you aint my husband anyway:DD my husband got kick out damn early.. help me say hi to my timmy (he's in san antonio though) and plant him a kiss or sth for me and i'll forgive you:DD


I rock, you pebble and we can all stone together`*]]

feared @ 1:06 PM

i always tell myself NEVER EVER to cry again for silly stuffs.. but i cant believe.. my tears' kinda ever flowing.. cried at least 10 times today i guess..

PEACH GIRL ROCKS.

there's like 25 episodes and i watched only
1,2,4,6,7,11,12,13,14,16,20,21,22,23,24,25
and i cried nearly all episodes. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? omg. i suck at watching touching shows. this time round it's anime. wahhahas. lol.

friends.. if we happen to be going out watching movie.. PLEASE DO NOT WATCH TOUCHING FILMS. I look horrible when i cry(not like i don't when i am not.) hahas. oh well.. some random thought.. if jared sees this post, he'll probably say "huh? see what?"

oh well.. the female lead in the show is also very dark OKAY! and she got suitorS okay! notice the "S"? whahahas. hahas:DD oh well.. my eyes are puffy now. have been crying for hours.. )): time to do hw:x hahas. i owe malay hw! oh no!! hahas:DD

went out with jared, meikeen, andrew, ernest and abel ytd. It's such a pity that gloria didn't had a chance to join us. She did miss out quite an amount. )): oh well. as usual, our dear used to be Man and Ideas teacher who is now jobless, is as childish. He was doing all those silly stuff, such as fighting with abel char (NO, he's so NOT my da ge). hahas:p oh well..

will post more stuff abt ytd when i have the time:x (oops. wonder where i wasted today on..) heehee:DD oh well.. as usual..

I ROCK. you pebble and we can all stone together...`*]]

feared @ 1:09 PM

scary movie 4 is down right STUPID. I am serious. it's super dumb-.- kinda hilarious.. kinda. but it'll be super funny if you're some sadist. oh man.. )):

well.. now i got
-poseidon
-lie with me
-mission impossible 3
-cars
-the omen
-silent hill
-x-men 3

left to watch. my cousin lend me one whole album of movies:DD wahaha:DD

feared @ 3:03 PM

this entry is dedicated to NJ BBALLERS:DD (girls) ps- i am sexist! MUAHHAHA:DD

NJ BBALL TEAM 2006

xinni CAPTAIN
yi feng VICE CAPTAIN
adeline
audelia
maybeline
ha
fang yu
shu jun

our seniors:
wing han
kirana
adinia
aini
ying ying


ninnypie, yi feng and adinia (background: adeline)

adeline (featuring yi feng's hand)
ninny pie again=P with winghan:DD (bcos they were suppose to pair up for pool and xinni is that kinda sure lose one:x) WAHHA:DD

AUDELIA eating honey dew:DD (featuring some NJ guy bballers)

audelia, ninnypie, kirana, winghan, adinia and yifeng(with her hand on her head=P)

lastly but not least to that "extra" who appeared in almost every single pic..

PIMPLY FACE:DD (i have lu guang sen ling vcds! don't forget=P)

that's all for today's random news featuring NJ girls bballers who spice up my life:DD
ps. i apologise for not featuring everyone! there'll be part two, I promise:DD

feared @ 1:08 PM

OHHHHH.. HAPPY DAY:DD
ohh happy day:DD

wahaha:DD another HAPPY DAY for me:DD
firstly..

MY PARENTS BOUGHT ME A NEW YAMAHA PIANO:DD wahahas:DD the WX model if i am not wrong. I LOVE THE TOUCH:DD my teacher says i most probably pass the mock exam:DD WHEEEE:DD but the piano cost quite a bit so felt quite bad so i MUST pass my PIANO EXAM:DD the real one. okay.. not only piano.. i really HAVE to buck up on my studies..

my current piano:DD

oh well..

and.. today's my first time staying in the hair saloon for like more than TWO HOURS. wahaha. I told mum I want to cut my hair and she went berserk! Pulled me to do hair treatment as well as wash the hair. woo.. now.. MY HAIR IS STRAIGHT:DD but only for one day la)): cos treatment doesn't make your hair straight, it's just that the lady went to straighten my hair as well:DD I AM LOVING STRAIGHT HAIR:DD


my self obsess pic:DD

and also a night view i took from my balcony:DD super prettay:DD love nature:DD
:DD

feared @ 12:33 PM

GAMES to intro:DD

the main web
http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal

games that i particularly like
http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g2/stars.htm
http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g3/dog.htm
http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g3/home.htm
http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g3/slide.htm
http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g3/tea.htm
http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g2/applegame.htm
http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g3/panda.htm
http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g3/pig.htm
http://www.ferryhalim.com/orisinal/g3/snowrider.htm


had high scores in some games:DD wahah:DD don't know if they're already being replaced. they're dog, slide and panda:DD wahha:DD

STAR'S MY FAV out of em:DD and pig is the one which i think has the cutest animation:DD I personally love home's song. :DD Really cute games:DD Do try if bored:DD


also.. thinking game:DD

http://www.nearlygood.com/game/rayray.html

feared @ 3:12 PM

i cant believe my gpa is so bloody LOW!!

feared @ 8:33 AM

firstly.. to those sexually deprived and desperate people out there who cannot resist the temptation to call my hp and house, please be warned to STOP commiting to those acts. Honestly.. i dont know what kind of pleasure you people can find from calling my house or my hp. In fact it's quite amusing to see how you people have such a limited vocabulary. All that come out of your mouths are either "can i F*** you" or "do you want to F*** me". Great. but i am sorry, i DO NOT provide those services. Even if i do, it will most likely be TEN years later and ONLY to my soulmate. I don't understand what kinda pleasure you guys can find in me saying "hello" and the sound of me hanging down the phone? is it really that amusing or can that really satisfy your needs in those areas? Please leave me, my family, my hp and my house phone alone. It can really be irritating especially when you people call at times such as 7 plus am and at weird hours in the day. Get a life man!

Okay. I feel happier releasing my anger:DD Pardon me for my crude language above. ((: oh well((: quite happy today cos i went to venezia with adeline aka attitude person, xinni aka bedok's secret admirer and yifeng aka pimply face. Bought honey glazed chicken from cold storage:DD the meat a bit hard though. nevertheless.. it tastes quite okay:DD the greentea and cookies and cream ice cream covers up everything though:DD so i am still happy:DD lalalas:DD

I LOVE VENEZIA:DD

but bad news is.. I AM BROKE:x

VENEZIA:DD
ahh
VENEZIA:DD
ahh
I LOVE VENEZIA:DD
AHHH:DD
VENEZIA
VENEZIA
VENEZIA ICE CREAM ROCKS:DD

i love bball. but felt useless and weak today. Quite disappointed with my performance today. Yes, i improved in shooting with one hand BUT my stamina became worse. I was seeing things with black spots just after doing 2 sets of 200 jumps on the skipping rope. Cant believe my physical wise is so weak! I ought to push myself more. Glad i manage to hang on though. Today's training is so not tough but i don't understand why i cant take it. Utterly disappointed in myself. I will buck up and not disappoint anyone especially myself and people who have faith in me. Thanks guys for all your encouragement! I CAN DO IT DE, so long as i believe in myself! THANKS:DD

I LOVE BBALL:DD it's no wonder why bball is my boyfriend and i know this relationship will last foreva:DD everlasting love:DD wahahha:DD

let memories be memories. thanks for the answer. Although i was hoping for something more, but, i know what to do now. i will not dwell in the past. ((:
okay. why do i sound desperate.. hahas:DD oh well((:

moving on`*]]

feared @ 2:16 PM

just finish watching lu guang sen ling. as in watch the whole series:DD all the 15 discs:DD super nice:DD cant believe i cry half the last second and half the last episode! lol. adds up to crying for one full episode which equates to 70 minutes of crying session-.- hahas:DD oh well:DD shall not be a spoiler:DD but i still think william looks better:DD i prefer guys who are more mature:DD wahaha:DD but.. NOT AH PEHS LA!! -.-" oops. dui bu qi. shi li le. wo chong jin tian qi yao zuo yi wei shu nu. heehee:DD ps. i stop whacking ppl:DD

I ROCK:DD

Cookies anyone? :DD I am baking:DD or choco cake? :DD lalalas:DD love stories make me all gooey inside:DD

feared @ 4:20 PM

i am starting to wonder..
wonder if staying by my principle of never to initiate is correct.
cos.. somehow.. i feel as if i am missing something in my life. I've changed. Hell lot in fact, and i don't like it much.

feared @ 12:50 PM

WATER BOMB ATTACKS in the camp:DD

the attack of the water bomb


the attack of the water bomb1


the attack of the water bomb2

feared @ 12:17 PM

I SO DETEST MATH. AHHH. I NEED SOMEONE TO TEACH ME! it's time to know as many smart ppl as possible. preferably 7 of em so that everyday can ask one to go out:DD to study:DD whahaha:DD not joking kie! my friends.. BEWARE. *evil laughter*

oh well. finally decided to blog again:DD wahhaa:DD cos i really dunno how to do those dumb maths ques anymore and i cant possibly watch vcds with my dear mum around. so yea. shall BLOG.

I realise i'm always kinda lag.. hahas. as in i'll only start blogging about certain event, such as camp only a couple of days or even weeks later. biazzare huh? hahas:DD my system:DD if i were a computer, people using me to play CS would probably not even have the chance to buy a gun before they were killed:DD wahahhas:DD

oh well.. self esteem girl! yea.. maybe i really lack self esteem. not only one person told me about that. Will reflect upon it some time((: now.. back to blogging abt the bball camp:DD

day 1
i realise i was the only one who bought SUPER a lot of food. i am serious. was carrying such a BIG BIG BIG BAG!! i mean TWO. one luggage and a red plastic bag. those super auntie kind. In it contains.. FOOD:DD FOOD GLORIOUS FOOD:DD wahhas:DD oh well. had a really hard time carrying all those stuff but at least i am quite glad that a few girls offered for help((: NJ bball guys are useless when it comes to being a man. serious. Finally reached that place when we realise that.. WE HAFTA CLIMB HELL LOT OF STEPS. It's crazy! Really! If I had the chance, i will show you the video of me climbing up the stairs. hahas. shall upload it now:DD


seriously, those climbing of stairs can really be counted as warmup exercises for the training in the later day! shared room with shu jun.


the training for day 1 is HORRENDOUS. It's quite okay in the beginning but before we end our training, we had to run 400m 5 sets within a time limit. it's 1min 50sec for girls. nt really that fast but when you are half dead, that boy, it's hell fast. rain 1 min 30sec for both the 1st and 5th round. it's mad. I really had to force myself to run. Then, i collapsed. All I remember is Mr Sham pouring cold water on my face. Horrible. Hahas:DD

I cant really remember the chronological order of the whole camp so shall just jump about. ohh.. i remember all those FOOD that we ate in the food court named bus stop:DD

and all those delicious wafer ICE CREAM:DD i ate the one with raspberry ice cream. it's heavenly!
someone's interupting.

feared @ 1:31 PM

Actually.. I am quite curious.. curious of how i portrayed myself to others. Whether it's to the good or the bad side. Somehow, i feel that it's more to the negative side.

Scandalous.
That is the word printed on my council trophy. Everyone has a word printed on their trophy to kinda represent em. Well.. mine is scandalous. That really told me to reflect.

Then, why do people like to ask me if i am having a boy friend now. I mean.. Do I really look like the sort who changes her boy friend right after she has broken up with one? really? Maybe I should make it clear that i am NOT those kinda person. Maybe i used to be last time, but i grew up.

somehow life stinks. it's alright. I can use the the bball brand perfume to solve the problem:DD

feared @ 1:12 AM

heart breaking stories

1
http://i-believe-you.com/
2
http://www.asiafinest.com/multimedia/val/what-I-did-for-love.htm

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feared @ 9:54 AM